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A question remains to be answered of the life that has never been A flash of something forgotten An answer remains to be seen A purpose for all who remember the feeling of something there A heart that begs for redemption A person who always will care.

I'm the one you never see coming I'm the one you always see running Running to hopes Running from fears Running through dreams Running in tears But am I the one you'll catch When I'm about to fall Am I the one you'll carry So that I don't have to crawl When the world falls out from under me And everything is lost Will you be there to hold me So that I don't pay the cost I'm the one its seems feels no pain I'm a friend from which you'll gain I'm the one who will hold you when you cry And here within my arms Shall you find a safe place in which to lie ~Leila Stachowski

Where does one go, when Pride's all that's kept? What does one show, when emotions are wept? Mistake after another, I continue to drown. Never coming up, never going down. Where will I find the happiness i need? When all im allowed is contentment to bleed. To be happy for once without being stolen away is is all that I want is all I can say. I search for the answers whats wrong and whats right? When all that I'm given, Is someone to fight.

Anger Rage Hate, Anger Rage Hate Emotions bind me to my fate. Anger bred of lies and lust, Whirling 'round my sense of trust Rage born of twice betrayed, Leaves all happiness delayed. Hate born of he other two, Leaves me not knowing what to do. Tied down by these I cannot hide, The emotions that I've felt inside. Then a light does come to pass, Rage received turns my heart to glass Logic comes now swift and sound, But deep inside my emotions are bound.

Fight or flight? I will decide. But in some i can confide How can I, Confide in friends? When I'm scared that this won't end. To fight with me is my friends choice True friends do come and speak with one voice. Chosen by others I can go on. Continue the fight Continue the song

I am acting a little out of sorts today, my actions have given into fun insanity. People look at me like I am strange people look at me and laugh people look in fear let them feel, let them come, let them laugh i care not for them i care only for life I am trapped she sends me to the "doctor" he says i need help i say i don't and leave he stays around me, I see him everywhere always murmuring i need help I try to run but walls block my way He finds me at home but... i don't know how they find my home I kick him out he returns with many men they overpower me but i kill one of them regret.... regret forever.... I see her

There I sit, alone in a dark room. Everything around me is black but I feel like its swirling. Everyone is no one. Every thing is dead. I try to stand but am crushed, I try to move but am held. My life is forfeit and my heart is broken, everything dies in my soul.

Emotion thought to burn the soul. Emotion known to be so cold. Anger burns from wounds so deep A friend I kept from a fall so steep A friend I hurt Through lack of trust A friend abandoned and left to lust. Anger attacks from wounds thought past. When will they leave? How long do they last?

A shattered mind A shattered soul Come to me within the fold. A broken heart A broken past a broken future yet be cast A doom put forth to rouse the tide A thing that causes us to hide A shattered one to broken all So all can see when one will fall.

Goodnight to the earth Goodnight to the world Goodnight to my friends Into sleep, i curl.